I feel so lonely. my husband is a drunk and is dragging the family down into the dirt. he gets drunk now during the daytime in front of his customers. they are naive and just laugh it off when he's all hyper but they have to know something is wrong with him. the passion is gone and I can't even have a conversation with him about his problem he tries take me feel like it's my fault he drinks or he blames the kids or goes off on a angry tiraid. his health is also failing. I so done with the marriage.