to him: I know you probably don't think of me or even miss me, i am perhaps the last thing you would ever want to cross your mind. But i just wanted you to know that i miss you and still think about you whenever i get the chance. Why that is? I honestly don't know why. But if there ever was a chance to spend one whole day together without arguing i would want to tell you everything i never had the chance to say to you and the reason why i chased you away. Even if you won't believe me, it is something you deserve to know. from : "her"