It was my mother's Birthday yesterday. I phoned and left a message on their voicemail. I am now 45 years old and I still miss my family so very much. They aren't communicating with me. My big "sin"? Well, I guess I am just not good enough. I have mental health issues. I am trying very hard to "do the right thing" and "honor my mother and father". I guess for some people, in life, their children have an "expiration date". Like the "expiration date" on a typical carton of milk. She has cancer. For all I know, she could have past away and my father and sister just never bothered to contact me. If anybody out there is a praying person. Please pray for my family. Please pray that no matter what should happen, that God will give me the grace to forgive and endure. Thanks so much. God bless.