All I really want is someone who will see my scars, and hold me closely. I just want them to be proud that I haven't cut in so long, and how I've tried helping others through their pain and depression. I just want her to be open and attentive, but most of all understanding. I want a mature relationship where I know I may get hurt, but if she's going to hurt me, then I want her to give me a reason to hurt. I want to feel care and love for her to the extent that days seem strange without any interaction with her. I want to fall very far, so that if I should be hurt then my deep pain, has a reason. I want to make someone happy. I want to be enough for someone.