I wasn'T ATTRACTED to men. I think penis is gross. I'm not looking for abs too and fit bodies. when I was young, I loved touching my barbie doll's boobs. So I never had a very serious relationship with guys. I also had many girl crushes. I thought I was just confused. But when I fell inlove with her, i felt heaven and believed in forever. When i'm with her, Everything is perfect. when she touch and kiss me i just wanna die. True, that a Girl knows what a girl wants.