he hurts me in the worst ways possible. lies, and puts me down even though he knows he's been doing wrong. it seems like people with good hearts get hurt the most. I know nothing but pain for the last few months because of a lying. betraying cowardly piece of shit. I thought love was enough for me to stay but it isn't. my staying just puts me beneath him. the power be feels by seeing me fall apart is just sick. I just want to disappear.