I can't lose her. She's been with me for most of my life. I trust her so much, tell her everything that I feel is important, support her in her hopes and dreams, and she saved me from a life of hate and probable depression without even thinking or knowing about it... I'm afraid that she'll get bored of me or not want to continue to deal with me anymore. I have so much anxiety and try to do, say and feel what everyone deems right. I'm lost if she leaves... And I think I have a crush on her.