I fell in love with my roommate from years ago. I had a boyfriend at the time. Even though I could tell he liked me too, I didn't do anything about it because I was too afraid he would immediately leave me because I have depression issues. It's been over a year since we last talked. He won't return any of my emails or texts. I don't love him anymore but I have a problem where I can't stand men not giving me attention. I just want him to pay attention to me, though I could care less what would come out of it.