I wish I had a friend or someone I could talk to when I'm upset or angry or stressed. I wish I had someone who understands me or who is willing to try. I wish I had a friend to hug and comfort me when I'm sad. I wish I had just someone to ask me if I'm okay and actually mean it. I wish a lot of things but I think wanting a friend is a fair enough request. I don't even know what's wrong with me and I've tried so much to be different people but no one likes me no matter how I am, including myself. And I'm sorry for that, I did try to change, but I give up now.