It's getting harder and harder, I just want to scream. I want to tell you everything, I want to hug you and hold you when you cry. I want to be in your life, for the rest of mine. I want to know you feel this way too, but I know, that you don't care. I could tell you, and you may look at it, or ignore it, you may even forget my existence. I want to get you out of my head...but I can't. You don't care, you probably won't ever again, and if I could only tell you this I would...but this confession isn't worthy of a text, a message or even if I could find the strength a phone call. This is something I would tell you to your face, I would fight my social anxiety, try to compose myself and be completely honest. If you rejected me, okay, then I could move on...please, say something to me, please stop ignoring me, please...don't forget me.