I'm 39 years old, I'm going through some rough times, I went through rough times growing up and all that came crumbling down now. So I sought professional help. I've been going to this psychiatrist for 4 weeks now. I thought she could help me, and for the first three sessions she kinda did. But today I was there, when during the talk she called me "honey". I flinched immediatly and visibly. She began apologizing and said "you know, it is just that I was talking to my 13 years old daughter today". That sounded like the most demeaning thing, as I'm 3 times older than her daughter and I'm a guy. So I just got up and left. She came walking behind me, still apologizing, but I can't shake the feeling that she did that on purpose. And I'm positive I saw a smirk on her face. I left the building without saying a word. If I had stopped and looked back at her face I'm sure I would have punched her with all my strength. I FUC*** KNOW that I can't get my shit together! I don't need a fuc** shrink making fun of me right now! I want to get my car, drive as fast as I can and run right into a concrete wall or something now!