It's been almost 3 months since I've had sex. That may not seem like long for a lot of people but for me it is. I love sex but I realized I don't want to be the guy who sleeps around with a bunch of women his entire life. I want to be the man that stays faithful to one woman. I want to grow and become better people together. I want to love and support each other. I want to achieve our dreams together. I want to build an unbreakable bond that will last a lifetime. I don't want to be the reason she goes to sleep crying every night, I want to be the reason she goes to bed smiling and wakes up smiling every day.