so after my husband ignored me for ever and after I cried many days wondering if he loves me. finally this morning . I text him and I said I love you and he said no you don't and I'm not happy and I said well guess what I'm not happy either . so I told him I'll get your things ready so when you come home you can go with your brother. he was at work and I was in bed so I broke down and cried. but I have to act strong for my kids and myself. I hate this feeling I should not have forgiven ever before. But I finally did it . I'm going to be strong and never forgive him again.