I just feel so tired. Everything is just causing me stress. Except my sister, who is my sunshine. She'd melt me any day. Yet it's not enough, because I know I'm failing in so many aspects of my life right now by being so average. And many would say I don't even have the right to complain because I have it better than a lot of people in this world. This is why I have to bottle everything inside, I am denied of the right to feel like this.