I really hate my job, I don't hate what I do...per say. Just idk, been there long enough, so many bad memories, good memories, indifferent memories. My first job right out of college. But God damn them mother **** are so damn annoying. For the love of God, someone please tell me what is wrong with not wanting to fake laugh and stupid white ppl jokes, and be fake, and put on a front, and just do your work, ??! Deep down I know I need to go, they just gave me a raise randomly, but I get paid once a month so it doesn't really mean shit. It's not about the money for me. They could pay me 2000 dollars a day and I'd still leave. My heart ain't in it no more. In 2016, I'm quitting. Fresh off a pay increase, this is my promise to myself, I am quitting. Idk what will happen, like I said first job. But I gotta go. It's scary as ****, but I. Know this is what I have to do. Besides all of the internal emotional back and forth between my head and heart, I am utterly, disgusted with this weirdo at my job that I mistakenly befriended out of the kindness of my heart. I felt bad cause it's so much politics and I have a heart and relate so why not, anyway I'm **** annoyed by his worrisome ***. He has this annoying ***breathing thing so I hear him coming a mile a way. **** him. Seriously, he cool, but take a god damn hint. I'm in a relationship. You are seriously ruling me the wrong way. I'm sorry. Good riddance to you. Can't ******* wait for you to. Not be near me anymore, oh and don't think I'm gonna be hitting u up either. As soon as Jan 1 hit, you getting blocked. Fuck that. Gross as fuck, fuckin creep man. **** you ____. I will be glad when you are gone. sorry. not sorry. you're a creep, and I was just trying to be nice to you but you are creeping me out.