After reading text messages of my (ex) boyfriend that proove that he has been cheating with a coworker I doubted everything he ever told me about me being the one, wanting to marry me and have children. He said if we ever broke up I would be the last woman, that he would give up on dating. That I was the most beautiful girl in this universe, that I meant everything to him. He even told me he hated cheaters and they were disgusting and he doesn't get how anybody can do that. The thing is I just left his house after I saw and he had the NERVE to just break up with me via text message once he got that I was gone. I probably never meant shit to the one person that saved me from depression and I thought I had a future with. Oh God... It's been two days and I can't even describe how horrible and disgusted and violated I feel... I don't where to go or who to believe or anything like that anymore. I would've trusted my ex with my life and now... He was my first boyfriend and I... I thought maybe we'd break up after a horrible fight some day but no, I had to get cheated on by my first boyfriend who I had for a long time and even called my fiance. I'm so fucking done with everything.