I know there's something wrong with me. I don't go outside the house unless i really need to, i don't socialize, i'm afraid of people rejecting me, i'm not satisfied with what i look... I feel incompetent... I also don't know how to properly express myself... No one knows this. But even though i am like this, i still have to support my emotionally unstable mother. I'm in a lot of stress. I'm so young and yet i am already balding. Now i can't understand why i can't see that i am beautiful.