I'm in love with my identical twin brother. I'm a sporty type and very out going he's a shy kid nervous around new people. he's a writer. I love the way he sings in the shower and how he talks about his day when we do our home work. I love him so much and he is gay he's told me but im still in the closet. I don't want somebody hurting him a guy playing him I want to be that guy that is always there for him he's beautiful and I know its wrong but I can't help it.... what do I do?