I thought I wanted a relationship. I was wrong. I want a partner, yes. But I want him to be my sub. I want to discipline him, to change his mind, so that he slowly comes to love what we are having. I want him to submit to me in every way possible - but outside, we would be the perfect couple. I would meet his parents, he would introduce me as his girlfriend, I want to show him off to my family and friends. I also want to do normal things, watching movies together, going out for dinner - but secretly screw his brains out and make him beg for more.