I'm confused. I'm scared. I'm hurt. I don't feel like the person loves me.. He keeps showing it.. But I feel like he's lying.. One second I'm his everything.. The next second, I'm nothing.. I think he loves her.. I think I'm just an option of his when he's bored.. It's sad that I dream too much fantasy about the both of us.. I want them to happen, but they don't seem like they will.. My mind tells me to give up cause I'm wasting my life.. My heart says that I should still hold on.. Even if how much it hurts.. Heart or mind?