I am jealous of my best friend. I think I am pretty but she is like blonde and she has those blue eyes and big b00bs and every boy she meets falls in love with her and when we are together I feel like I don't exist. And sometimes she acts in a way I don't like around my boyfriend. She asks me if she can kiss him or hug him and I feel sooo wierd because if she can make anyone fall for her, who tells me my boyfriend won't? But I love her so much and we've been through so much together. I know she would never hurt me but I just feel kinda wierd..I can't help it..