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diary Me to Margarita SanchezSent I try so hard to be perfect.I sit up straight and keep my head down to not call attention..I eat small bites and wipe my mouth after every bite.I speak only when spoken to.I take care of the kids and obey whatever you say.Yet i can never be perfect for you.I always do something wrong."If only they knew how you acted then they wouldn't say oh what a well mannered child".You dont realize how hard I try to impress you to get you to say one nice word to me.I tried to make you breakfast today after me and my sister ate yours by accident you smiled at her and as soon as i offered your voice changed.as if my offer was was the most stupid thing ever.I wanted to make it up to you i wanted it to make it for you. Im sorry if im just a burden on you I'm sorry for coming into your life and ruining everything for you.I know if it wasn't for me you could've found true love and gotten married  and lived the life you deserve.deserve. Im sorry for not being the perfect daughter you wanted. Smart.Smart talented,wears dresses and pink on a daily bases .Im sorry for not being her.Sometimes i do try to change for you.Wear makeup pay attention in class alot more but even when i bring home a 100 on a test or i get my makeup just right or i'm wearing a pretty dress you seam to just not care.So maybe its just me as a person maybe its because i was just not wanted. Me to Margarita Sanchez I try so hard to be perfect.I sit up straight and keep my head down to not call attention..I eat small bites and wipe my mouth after every bite.I speak only when spoken to.I take care of the kids and obey whatever you say.Yet i can never be perfect for you.I always do something wrong."If only they knew how you acted then they wouldn't say oh what a well mannered child".You dont realize how hard I try to impress you to get you to say one nice word to me.I tried to make you breakfast today after me and my sister ate yours by accident you smiled at her and as soon as i offered your voice changed.as if my offer was was the most stupid thing ever.I wanted to make it up to you i wanted it to make it for you. Im sorry if im just a burden on you I'm sorry for coming into your life and ruining everything for you.I know if it wasn't for me you could've found true love and gotten married  and lived the life you deserve.deserve. Im sorry for not being the perfect daughter you wanted. Smart.Smart talented,wears dresses and pink on a daily bases .Im sorry for not being her.Sometimes i do try to change for you.Wear makeup pay attention in class alot more but even when i bring home a 100 on a test or i get my makeup just right or i'm wearing a pretty dress you seam to just not care.So maybe its just me as a person maybe its because i was just not wanted.

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