I received several prestigious scholarships allowing me to get education in top schools. I traveled a lot. I graduated with a technical degree. I am fluent in a foreign language. Now, I have what is considered "a good job", in a city I always wanted to live in. It's all a result of my hard work - my family is poor and uneducated. All the things I've just listed used to make the 20-something me very proud, but now all I feel is lack of direction and loneliness.