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I m a 20year old girl, I ve been 'flooting' the past 3years deciding what course should I go in college. I ve made a decision, for now. I ve in a 2 year relationship with a guy who is 50 years old. When I met him he only logo like 35, and he lied to me about is age... Well, thing evolved.... He want as kids because he s getting old, but, and I think I Am not beeing selfish, I dont want kids with someone I just meet, I am no even out my parents out yet, I can't support myself, and I don't want to me dependent of him. He a little crazy, he s bossed é with work. I think I am going to break up with him, but I don't want to hurt him.. But he doesn't make me happy anymore. I think he doesn't find me attractive, (and a normal girl). He blames for a lot of things and I am getting tired of him. I love him, respect him, mas I don't want that for the rest of my life. But I don't know why, I have trouble in breaking up with him... I m afraid of the confrontation, he screams a lot and I don't like it. I don't know how I end up in this situation. My parents don't know I have a boyfriend (a very old boyfriend...). I did a lot of bad decision since I was young... I always feel guilty, because he always says it's my fault even when it's not. He s manipulative... And that makes me started to hate him sometimes. But then I only feel love for him... Vicious cycle and I need to get out! Ao no I'm insecure and I think if find myself alone I will not know what to do with myself.

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  • You should get out of this relationship as soon as possible. Those men tend to just want a young beautiful girl they can sleep with, as soon as you get older or get kids he will cheat on you with even younger girls. Find yourself someone at your age, maybe ten years older at maximum.

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