So my girlfriend got into the medical campus of my college ( I'm an in engineering) . Now she's planning on going to a much worse college halfway across the country just because it's easier. Despite all of this I've been supporting her all the way and telling her to keep trying and to make a choice that she'll be happy with. Although deep inside, I'm hurt because despite her being my girlfriend of 2 years, she still doesn't consider me to be any part of her college choices. Don't judge me for being selfish or anything, but I've always been the last thing on her list of anything. She isn't affectionate. I mean is it too hard to ask that maybe she could be the one to take my hand sometimes? It's just eating me from the inside and I needed to let it out.