My schools is giving me tones of stuff to do, researches, seminaries, tests and much more. I feel alone since i've pushed my bf away. And i often feel like a complete waste of air. I've come to the point of feeling like a blink away from a mental breakdown. I'm getting tired and depressed, more and more i just want to lay in my bed all day and cry, i feel like i have no control and i don't know what to do.