I love my mom, but I still realized over the years that she is a backstabbing bitch. She tried everything to separate me and my brother from my dad and whenever we leaned on her and wanted her love, she left us alone. I am 19 years old and have attempted suicide 2 times, resulting in being sent to psychiatry several times. My brother is addicted to video games, playing 24/7, not even realising what reality is anymore. If I had one wish, I wouldn't even know what to wish for, because I don't know how I can ever live normal.