A lot of people around me think I am a smart guy who enjoys hid life. Truth is I've been taking antidepressant for a couple of months, I'm sick of school and of all the pressure my family is putting on my shoulders to succeed. My life is messed up, I have no job and I don't want to find one in my condition. I just want to stay in my room, listen to music and escape this reality that is my life. I've been thibking about ending everything many times since my now ex-gf dumped me recently, she was the only person in this world who could make me feel better about what I am truly.