I do everything I can to convince my girlfriend of how important she is to me. And she really is perfect. But I act completely out of logic driven choice. I have little to no real emotional attachment to her. I feel the same towards my College major and future commitment to the AirForce.. I do what I think is best. But don't feel emotionally driven to do any of it. Im worried that I'm going to end up living a completely unsatisfying lie of a life. And I don't know how to stop it.