last year crushed on a guy real bad. i confessed to him only to be rejected and found out i was being lied to. he was stringing me all along while trying to rekindle stuffs with his on/off gf. fast forward to last night, i saw him holding hands with his on/off gf. not sure if he saw me or not. i kept looking at him to see if he'd take a look at me. not once. here i'm thinking, why am i still alone. i never and would never hurt anyone (purposely) and there he is so happy with his gf. life sucks.