my AP film class has made me feel like shit lately. We have a critique of a short film we make every week and everyone is so much better than me. the really good people in our class can spend 3 hours on a piece the night before and get an A. I just got a 70 on my last one and i just suck and hate myself. how am i supposed to become a lighting and special effects person if im this bad? how do i even get better? why am i such crap?!?