Im currently sad because I was rejected by my best friend not because there is anything wrong with me, it's because I'm not white. we are both Asian living in Asia. She is the first girl that able to knock my socks off with her independent, kindness and her really great smile. For the pass few months I have to put on a fake smile because we do a lot things together and just feel very disgrace being an Asian. Im really not looking forward for the days to come as we will be flying abroad for our final year which she is excited. My heart is really broken, I was just wondering if I was white will things really makes a different? I though I could change her mind on that, it's like phone brand(white) does not matters but the specs is more important(character) but I guess I can't.