why do I even bother getting excited when it's always for nothing. she says we can hang out but cancels last second, says she will call me but my phone never rings. I'm honesty expecting her to practically ignore me on her birthday too. when she invited me to her birthday dinner I was excited because I thought it would be a few people and I would actually be able to talk to her face to face but nope, there's going to be heaps of people and its at a takeout place. I just wanted to hang out with my best friend, is that too much to ask.