I'm thinking about giving Islam a second chance but without telling anyone, including my husband. It was a very peaceful journey when I began to learn and practice alone. It feel intimate and healing for body, mind, and spirit. But once my husband others got involved, I began to feel depressed, insecure, and constantly stressed because they wanted to me to do things the way they knew and at their pace. Over time, it all became too much for me and I let it all go. I really hope that doesn't happen again because I need this experience, whether Islam is truly for me or not.