i can't shout it out in the real world so let me do it here.. JORDEN BAYACSAN, I'm so in love with you! it's been Five years and here I am hoping for you to notice me! it's been five years! I care a lot for you! if only you knew that i exist! if only you knew how i get quiet and nervous everytime you are near.. you are so near yet so far.. I LOVE YOU and i don't know why.... i just don't know why!!!!