I have anger inside about my parents. I love them to death... however when I was homeschooled they did NOT give me a good foundation. I shouldn't have even graduated highschool. my dad passed us anyway. so now I have a HS diploma but no knowledge of jack SHIT. my education was robbed from me. I've never been encouraged to go go college or to further my education. my older siblings were taught well, went to college and got bachelor's and masters degrees. meanwhile I can't even pass the ASVAB which is supposed to be simple for someone who graduated HS. it sucks. I want to join the Air Force, I failed my first asvab test and it was so embarrassing. I'm pissed off. I can't even move forward to do what I want to do. I'll keep studying and studying... but I feel like a hopeless case.