When I'm older I'll remember the softness of my bed and the books on my shelf and the way the moonlight illuminated my room. I'll remember sleeping with my cat and I'll remember my mom driving me to school on cold, cloudy mornings. And I'll remember how I completely lost myself in you. I'll remember thinking that I would always feel sad because of you. And I'll understand that feelings change. everything changes. But right now your still on my mind and tears are in my eyes.