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There are a lot of days where I wish I wasn't alive. I'm not suicidal and have never considered and never would consider self harm but Im having a difficult time and it's only been getting worse day by day. The littlest things can set me off on an emotional roller coaster. I don't even want to leave the house. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want to do anything. Today I woke up at 9am and have been laying in bed ever since. Last year I would drive to Arco/Ampm for a $1 ICEE just to get out of the house but now I don't want to leave the house to get food when I'm starving. I used to be happy-ish and certain things distracted me but now I'm just constantly miserable and nothing makes me feel better but everything possible makes me feel like shit and wish I wasn't alive anymore

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  • Im no therapist, but from minor experiences from acting as a simulated patients for psych students to conduct.their exams, i think you may have bipolar disorder, and from what i read, sounds like you're in the depressive part.of the mood.cycle. it is treatable, i suggest.go see a therapist/psychiatrist.

  • sounds like depression. have you considered seeing a therapist/doctor? I know it would be difficult since you don't want to go out and interact with people but its something you might just have to do. it's no fun living how you're living, I know. good luck.

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