I was planning on posting a picture on Instagram with a deep and personal caption but it was too personal so I'll post it here: "I took this pic at 2:17 am when I was supposed to be sleeping but I couldn't cuz I kept thinking about how my life is going to turn out and how I'm probably not even gonna talk to the the people I talk to now in a couple years and what kind of career I wanna take on and how there's so much stuff I'm afraid to do and so many things I'm afraid to say. I feel like I'm wasting my life but I don't know what to do about it. I wanna remember my teenage years as more than just going to school everyday. I want to live. There's one person that I truly, deeply care about above everyone else but that person probably doesn't even think about me anymore. Life is just so overwhelming. I don't want to feel this way. I don't want to feel anything at all."