we met on a bus ride from ny to fl. and since that day we've tlked and caught up with each other on and off. after we first met last july we spoke almost everyday that summer. then he went to marine school i believe hes training to be some engineer. nd we kinda stopped talking because things became very serious between my boyfriend nd i. but yeah bck to my fantasies. i literally envision him giving me head anytime he writes me to check up on me. i try to stop the thoughts but hes fine. like crazy fine. ugh. conflictedddddd cuz i feel like im cheating.