It felt so good when one of my guy friends was touching my hair and just pulled me closer and hugged me. I couldn't help it but think it was my ex the one hugging me. And then I realized that for the first time in a week, ever since my ex and I broke up, someone finally gave me a genuine hug without even knowing that I'm going through a horrible heart break right now. For a second I felt as if I never been broken before when we has hugging me. I wanted to cry. Instead I let go and played it off cool.