I love guts and gore. my wall is completely covered in bones and skin of animals. I love animals and would never harm one. but I love bones so much, sometimes I'll just stare at them and pet them. sometimes I'll kiss and hug them. they comfort me. my mother always tells me to stop being morbid but she can't understand. apparently my brother can have animal body parts, but I can't because I'm female. I have anger issuses towards humans but nothing else. I try to follow the Lord and savior, Jesus Christ, but it's so hard when I feel like different people all the time. when I accidentally harm an animal I'll Chase it down so I can apologize. when I verbally or physically harm a human, I hate them so much. I'm scared of myself. I feel like I have no emotion, I have to pretend to feel sad. I pray for emotion.