my depression is getting worse... i was clean of a adout 3 months till 3 days ago. i cut and its like a addiction. once you start its hard to stop cause it calls out to you. saying that it will fix all your problems and its the only one who cares... if my family found out they will be so disappoint in me. i dont know what to do... im the rock everyone leans on but if i break who do i lean on?