happily married 20yrs was on vacation with my wife at a party resort. she went to bed early one night & I went out to nightclub. danced with this girl. both turned on I thought I could stop but I didn't we had sex on a daybed on the beach. I sinned against heaven & earth and it hurts so bad. disappointed in myself. i pray night & day asking for forgiveness. the pain is mine & mine alone. hard to forgive myself because cheating goes against everything I believe & teach..... I'm sorry pls forgive me.