I told someone that I am not interested because I am hurt that I got out of a relationship 2 weeks ago and that I need time to heal because I don't want to go around hurting other people because I'm still hurt. First time being honest about how I really feel, and I feel that this is a new beginning to a new recovery. I'm done destroying myself with that poisoning relationship I was in. And I am ready to be alone, and learn how to stop destroying my heart. And I'm glad to say I am going to do this alone and feel better by myself because I don't want anyone else getting involved in making me feel better. Specially not another guy. There are some things that I have to do by myself and that's one of them.