I became best friends with a girl my senior year in high school. We became so close we became attracted to each other. One thing led to another and we started dating in a way. I knew I wasn't right for her and that she needed to be able to experience more in life since I was moving away. so I ended it. Here I am two years later. I hurt her from leaving but I miss the friend part of the relationship. I don't want any complicated feelings or sexual tension from past experience. I want to reach out sometimes and talk to her but I know it would only hurt. I will always love her no matter what but I let it go too far and let me hurt her in the process.