everyone I know is going to Reading Fest. in the summer. I feel like everyone laughs at me. I feel like more people hate me for reasons I don't know. I understand I can be annoying but just tell me that in person. I feel so alone. I feel like I don't have friends. I wish I could just go and talk to people. I can at parties. and not outside parties. I'm myself when I go out (which is hardly ever - no social life whatsoever) and not at school/with peers/even my mum.