I was 16 when my 19 year old boyfriend forcefully had sex with me and got me pregnant. I lost the baby after 4 months. I've never told anyone about it even though I think about it every day. I am 20 years old now and I've been dating my current boyfriend for 2 years. I trust him with my life but I am too scared to tell him. No matter what angle I come from when I think about this, losing the baby was always my fault. It makes me feel like a baby killer.