I moved out when I was 17, to another country. Now I miss my mom and younger brothers, even though I tell everybody I'm just fine. My father lives in the same country as I do now, but we haven't talked for half a year. While writing this I feel my eyes getting teary. I know I am though, tougher than most female my age. But I'd love somebody to just visit me and have a nice and long talk. I am about to graduate 13th grade, and I would love to have someone to talk to about my future decisions, even though I already have them ready. Emailing with my mom is just not enough. But since I wanted to move and don't regret doing so, I can't be selfish now. I have found great friends here, but I'm still really lonely.