I was recovering from 7 years of depression and anxiety.. I was getting better, happier, healthier... I haven't self harmed in over a month.. I've been eating full regular meals.. I could look at my reflection again.. I haven't thought of attempting suicide in 3 weeks.. my dad fucked that up 4 days ago and now I can barely breathe I just feel so done.. Fuck you dad I don't care if you're trying to apologise I don't think I can ever forgive you for this.